A moment.....

First of all I would like any of you reading this to think about somethign for one moment. Think about what it would be like to find out your dreams are coming true... you are happier than you have ever been and you just cannot stop smiling. You feel like you are on top of the world and nothing and noone can bring you down. You make plans you think about hte future and how wonderful it will be. Now in a blink of an eye imagine for one moment that you wake up one day and that is all gone now. Your dreams died and your life changed. How do you ever wake up from this nightmare? Everywhere you look people are getting their dreams and tehy are making everything seem so damn easy. It is just not fair and the more tears you cry, the more you long for that life the harder it is for you. So time passes and you move on... maybe that day comes again that your dream comes true.. but still a part of you died that day when they did. That pain never goes away.. the heart never heals. This is what it is like for a special lady that I have come to know online. Sadly I know her pain all too well as some of us do. Some people are lucky that everything comes to them so easily and for those of us who suffer and sacrifice to get those things when it finally does happen it is bittersweet but the memory of what has been or what could have been is always just beneath the surface. Please join me in sending her your love and support. This is one of those anniversaries that makes it all come back to you like it was yesterday. The days may pass and time may move on.... but the past is something we will always carry with us. Especially when its is a broken heart. My wish is that none of you suffer through such pain and that none of you ever understand what it is like. Hold your children tight and give them an extra big hug and kiss at bedtime tonight, for you are truly the blessed ones. Even if it doesn't feel that way. Christina you are in all of our thoughts on these difficult days. Know our hearts are going out to you.