Tuesday, January 06, 2009
Hot Dogs With Ketchup & Sprinkles
I have the most amazing niece... She will be 4 next month and she is honest and truely the light of my life and reason for living. She makes me laugh in ways I never thought I would, she makes my heart ache and yet with just a little hug makes all my bad days bright again. She has a personality like no other. She is my little ham. I am so lucky that I have such a strong bond and relationship with her, we see her often and I am much closer to her than most aunts... Some times when I am with her I almost forget she isn't mine because she just has my heart. I would die for this little 3o pound princess. She discovered hot dogs recently and enjoys having sprinkles on it! I laugh when I heard that.. sprinkles on hot dogs? How original! Some days I gush about her so much at work people laugh at me... I have become that new mom who comes in with her brag book in hand spouting on and on about what their cute little bundle did... fart or smile or maybe a first word. Four years of gushin noone has ever told me to shut up, maybe its because people know how broken I am and this is one thing that makes me smile and laugh or maybe they just think I am crazy. Whatever it is I enjoy it. If only every person had a kid in their life like her... life would be a better place, people wouldn't be so miserable. All I wanted is one just one just like her. Not in the cards so she is all I get... I will take it!!